Hello Yahoo people.
This is a true story without emblishment. I feel I have some inkling of proof that God is real. I have partially made up my mind, but then again, might as well try for truth by concensus.
This is what happened to me:
1) When I tried to kill myself during an unrequited love episode I recieved a sign for God, or maybe not. I was walking to buy some antifreeze and then I kept saying “Where is God?”. To hide the stuff from my Mom I hide it in a cardboard box. Then when I was about to drink it I notice a piece of paper at the bottom of said box. It was a mailout from a local charity asking for donations. It said “Because of your donations Anna didn’t kill herself”. I took this as a sign that God may be watching me.
Reason to believe: Because I would have died.
Reason not to believe: Random concidence.
2) I was reading the experience of some guy who said he died. He published a book about it in 1994. It predicted the financial crisis.
Reason to believe: Predicted event before it occoured.
Reason not to believe: Lucky guess
3) I was talking with the psychic a while back and she mentioned that my Mom had 4 kids that died before my sister and me. It happened to her because she was on medication and had difficulty having healthy kids.
Reason to believe: Got info from ???
Reason not to believe: Lucky guess
4) My Mom had a near death thing herself when she said she saw her Dad and then said she wanted to come back to get married
Reason to believe: She innocent in mindset and would be a unlikely liar.
Reason not to believe: It’s in her head.
5) Recently I went to the casino and prayed to God to help out (a little). I had about 100 and turned it into 2000+. However I tried some math experiments and got the same result, up by 2000 and then I lost about 1400 of it.
Reason to believe: Did God answer my prayer.
Reason not to believe: Probability estimates (which is actually dumb luck and gambler’s facilicy).
I could add more but those are the main ones. Have I crossed the line into madness or is this legit? Also I try to behave good, but recently fear has gripped me, and now I’m angry and upset all the time. People think I’ve crossed into full blown insanity.
It’s not only this stuff it’s also…
Unrequited love.
Girlfriend died in the past
People stole thousands of dollars off of me.
Been harassed and bullied in the past.
Been used without proper reconition.
Depressed and moody all the time.
Self diagonised with asperger’s syndrome, suicidal for over half my life.
People look at me funny on the street now, stress written on my face.
Also other stuff, but too embrassed and ashamed to mention.
So the answer I want is:
Am I crazy?
Is God real?








